life...
well, i am going through something i never thought i would have to go through. we are threatening a mis-carriage and i am just so scared. i had an ultrasound Wed and Thurs and the baby isn't were it needs to be in size, which means probably the baby has just stopped growing. there is a heart beat which is comforting, but so scary. i know things like this happen everyday but its really, really hard and so much more emotional than i ever imagined it would be. there are just so many risks when having a baby and i am so grateful i have 2 healthy children. i have an ultrasound next Thursday to see if anything has changed and just praying for a miracle at this time. i will keep you posted on anything to change, but for now just know that if you see me and I'm not my self this is why. thank you all for the support i have already got from some of you that know my situation, it helps so much and i appreciate the phone calls and listening ears. thank you for sharing your stories with me as some of you have gone through similar situations. its so wonderful to have such great friends. thank you again.