Thursday, June 12, 2008

thank you to all of you for your love and support....
well, today has been a really, really hard day. We went to the ultrasound this morning and the baby didn't change at all from last week, and this week there was no heartbeat. Its so hard to go through three months of pregnancy and have it all gone, but I know it could have been worse. I truly know that we will be blessed and we are so lucky have 2 children and one way or another we will have more. I go tomorrow morning to have a d&c, so tomorrow will be hard but we will get though it. THANK YOU everyone for your love and support. We are so blessed to have such wonderful people that surround us. Thank you for letting me share this experience, I think it will help me heal. My heart go out to any of you that have gone though this same thing and I pray if you haven't gone through something like this that you will never have to experience it. I love you all, thank you.

17 comments:

aaron and jenn said...

i love you jenny, i am so sorry.

Lorilee said...

I am so sorry Jenny. I can only imagine your sadness. I'm sure your family is there helping you get through this. Good luck with everything, I will be thinking of you.

sarah marie. said...

there is a reason for everything. i'm sure there's another baby up there waiting to come down to you.

Melissa Parker said...

I'm sorry, I am just very sorry. You are in my prayers. love you

tiff said...

Jenny, I am so sorry. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Everything will be ok. Let me know if there is anything I can do to help you. Love ya much.

Jen Coccimiglio said...

oh Jenny, I am so sorry. What an emotional marathon you must have endured this week. I have so appreciated reading your optimism and eternal perspective despite the awfulness and sadness of the situation. My brother and sister-in-law just went through the same thing last week, and it has been gut wrenching to see so many people I love struggle with this disappointment.

Again, I am so sorry. I can't imagine how you are feeling. I have been thinking of you so much since I heard of your situation. Good luck with the D&C tomorrow. I hope it works perfect and that all will be well.

Seriously, thanks for being so open and honest on your blog. I know it is hard to open up like that, but it is a blessing for those of us that love you, so that we can know to pray for you, and so that we can share the experience with you in whatever way we can.

You are awesome. I have loved knowing you all these years. I have loved watching you evolve from Baby Gap Employee Extraordinaire to a wonderful wife and mom. You're the greatest!

lacieinthesky said...

Jenny, you are such an amazing person and your kids are lucky to have such a great mom! I'm sorry that you're going through this hard thing, but I'm impressed by your strength. Your family is in our prayers.

Horsley Home said...

I'll be thinking of you! I'm so so sorry you have to go through this. You must be incredibly strong to be givent this trial. Thanks for sharing your thoughts with us. love you.

Chelsea said...

Hang in there. I am so sorry you have to go through this. It is so unfair. I love you, you are in my thoughts and prayers :)

PamNoyes said...

I wish we were closer and I could just give you a hug (or a HUGE chocolate bar). You are all in our prayers!

Ryan & Kris said...

I am so so sorry that you have to go through this. My prayers are still with you in mind. Love ya.

Brittany said...

Jenny you are so strong, I am so sorry that you have had to go through all of this. How is Jacob doing? Please let me know if there is anything I can do for you, we love you and your family so much!

Amy Michelle said...

So sorry to hear about all this. I hope that you will be able to get through it all as best as possible. Love you and am thinking of you.

Heather said...

Jenny, You are seriously one hell of a woman! When I had my D&C, I didn't want to talk to anyone, tell anyone or even really accept it. You are so strong to be so open and share your thoughts and feelings with everyone. I am proud of you. You will cry and hurt and be depressed and everything else under the sun but you WILL get through this! We love you!

Melanie Williams said...

there is nothing I can say to make this better. My heart breaks for you. I love you Jenny!

Jenni S said...

I'm so sorry that you had to go through this Jen and Jason. I hope you'll be blessed with another sweet little spirit soon. Take care of yourself. Love ya.

FAB SIX said...

jenny, i am sorry for your loss. i have had the same experience and it is sad, but know you will get to have this child with your eternal family. much love and enjoy your vacation.

collette